Its been a while, but I've been busy! Let's see, as far as my baby is concerned, well..he's not a baby anymore :-(... He whips out words and sentences now and I'm left thinking WTF...how does he know that? He is so independent now. There was a period where he was hitting and fighting everyone but it has since calm down. Whoever said twos were the worse...lied.....My baby was an angel compared to some of the tantrums at three. But slowly but surely, he is coming around.
We heard from the devil in August...temporarily as usual. My baby even spoke to him on the phone. It's so funny (not really), but you can even hear the detachment in the devil's voice when he speaks to him. It's like he's speaking to some random kid. He was more interested in speaking to me than his son and frankly, I had nothing to say to him....Well, I had plenty but chose to LET IT GO! I'm so over it. I have no love nor hatred towards him. I have finally comes to turn that I will never understand how a parent could truly have no feelings for their child. I'm done trying to figure it out. My family and I give enough love that he doesn't miss anything. And somehow, I still manage not to talk crap about him to our son. What's the point? He'll see it on his own soon enough.
As for me, letting it all go has indeed opened up so many doors for me. I will be debt free next month...FINALLY! I have managed to pay everything off and afford things on my own now. I am officially back at school with an estimated graudation time of Spring 2012. I'm even in the process of losing weight and have lost 20lbs so far....Life is good. I really can't complain!
I am now a serious believer of letting go of the negative to allow positives in! God has always blessed me but now I'm not so focus on things I shouldn't be to notice it!
Till next time!
Robomom!
We heard from the devil in August...temporarily as usual. My baby even spoke to him on the phone. It's so funny (not really), but you can even hear the detachment in the devil's voice when he speaks to him. It's like he's speaking to some random kid. He was more interested in speaking to me than his son and frankly, I had nothing to say to him....Well, I had plenty but chose to LET IT GO! I'm so over it. I have no love nor hatred towards him. I have finally comes to turn that I will never understand how a parent could truly have no feelings for their child. I'm done trying to figure it out. My family and I give enough love that he doesn't miss anything. And somehow, I still manage not to talk crap about him to our son. What's the point? He'll see it on his own soon enough.
As for me, letting it all go has indeed opened up so many doors for me. I will be debt free next month...FINALLY! I have managed to pay everything off and afford things on my own now. I am officially back at school with an estimated graudation time of Spring 2012. I'm even in the process of losing weight and have lost 20lbs so far....Life is good. I really can't complain!
I am now a serious believer of letting go of the negative to allow positives in! God has always blessed me but now I'm not so focus on things I shouldn't be to notice it!
Till next time!
Robomom!
